So, tomorrow I am starting my new quest for thin. Once and for all. I hate being fat, its disgusting. I look in the mirror and I just want to cry. So to help me really stick to it this time, I'm starting this blog. And keeping a calorie/exercise journal. And most importantly, I'm making a pro-ana box. Its covering it in pictures of skinny models from Vogue and W.
Contents:
Pro-ana bible (tips, reasons, quotes, ect.)
HW and GW, &all weight in between
Weekly pictures (gross)
Tape measurer
All measurements, taken weekly
Red string (for bracelets)
Diet and metabolism pills
Razorblades (for times of need)
Pro-ana books, movies, songs, ect
List of what I need to do to be perfect
Why I'm doing this
What this will help me accomplish
How I feel about myself (done weekly)
How I will feel about myself
Ana's voice talking to me
Risks of starvation &how to prevent
Foods tht are 100% off limits
My BMI (taken weekly)
Model BMIs/underweight percentages
Obesity and weight statistics
Thinspiration/reverse thinspiration
Pants I want to fit into (try on weekly)
Pants tht fit at the beginning (try on weekly)
All papers for Pencil Thin (novel)
Starving for Perfection log-in info
Daily exercise routine (add to weekly)
Daily yoga routine (add to weekly)
Diets and fasts (do at least one a week)
HW/SW: 197. Thts disgusting.
GW: 97. 100lbs to lose, I can do it.
Staring size: 12/14.
Goal size: 0/00.
Starting BMI: 30.9 ... literally obese.
Goal BMI: 15.2 which is perfect. :)
