Uncomfortable.

Today was.. well, it was a day.  Got up at 4AM for some TV school news thing, but at least I got to leave 3 hours early!  Cappucino before, then they had donuts and juice after, but I didnt get any.  Because my brother insisted we go to McDonalds (I knowww..), but I just got a medium caramel frappe.  Except he sat with all of his friends, so I sat by myself, feeling stupid and upset and pissed.  One of his classmates kept getting on my case about smoking.  I must say, it was annoying as hell.  But at the same time I dont care, because its my business &I have control of it.


Lunch
1 can of tuna
1 tbsp miracle whip
2 slices whole grain bread
too many cheddar sun chips


Then I had a white chocolate chai latte (yum).  I realized tht much of what I consume is coffee, or coffee drinks.  So, I decided tht until Wednesday I'm going on a coffee/tea fast.  And also sushi, if we end up going to Meijer tomorrow.  I reaaallllyyy need to stick to it, I dont know if I've lost many inches this week. :/  But!  One the plus side, my ana box is almost done. (:  I really want to be at my goal weight for my birthday, or summer.  I have until May 17th (my birthday) to lose roughly 100lbs.  Not sure if thts possible though.  And I dont want like, saggy skin pouches either.  All I want is to be skinny.  I'll try to stop being so negative about all of this though.  Maybe.